Self Esteem

I wrote her off for the tenth time today
And practice all the things I would say
But she came over
I lost my nerve
I took her back and made her dessert.
Now I know I'm being used!
That's okay man cause I like the abuse
I know she's playing with me
That's okay cause I got no self esteem...

We make plans to go out at night
I wait till 2 then I turn out the light
All this rejection's got me so low
If she keeps it up I just might tell her so

When she's saying that she wants only me
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends!
When she's saying that I'm like a disease
Then I wonder how much more I can spend
Well I guess,I should stick up for myself
But I really think it's better this way.
The more you suffer
The more it shows you really care....Right? Yeah yeah yeah.

Now I'll relate this little bit
That happens more than I'd like to admit
Late at night she knocks on my door
Drunk again and looking to score.
Now I know I should say no
But,that's kind of hard when she's ready to go...
I may be dumb
But I'm not a dweeb...

I'm just a sucker with no self esteem!